sunyi

tonight is a lonely night for me, well, juast after I come back from town la, before that it is okay, at morning just the usual stuff, went to class and come back from class, at the evening I went to town with some of my friend, well, when I just drive a little bit I got a call, someone ask me if I went out that night, and I wonder how does she knew it, she said because I offline at that time, huhuhu, well, maybe it just her wild guess perhaps.

at that time I feel like want to offer her to join us as there is still one seat available, but I hesitate that time to ask her, maybe I thinking because she a girl and I hold a responsibility because I ask her out, old man thinking right? yeah I knew that, luckily she understand it...

enough of that story, right now I don't feel anything, I don't know why, maybe my heart is not with me right now, I don't know, buat as far as I know I don't feel anger, sorrow, happy, pain or any feeling right now, just lonely and bored, easy to put it, emptiness, that all, hope tomorrow will be okay, I need to do my work, have to push myself...